wow.... really long time no update my blog ad...
bcoz semester 3 is really so busy...
busy attending class...
doing lab project....
assignment....
presentation....
study for final....
working part time...
everyday schedule was so pack....
cant even have time to rest....
although chinese new year got 1 week sem break...
but who will rest during cny?
even worst than during study....
i slept 1 day for maybe 2 to 3 hours only during cny....
i just keep on hang out wif fren...
but is enjoying...
sumting sad happen is cant meet up wif all my fren...
bcoz just 1 week...
and i spend few days to my family...
the most important 1 sure is my mother....
she fall down when she go open stall for selling mee after cny....
tat day i was at KL Time Square....
when i receive tis news....
i was rushing back to home...
is really so worry her..
when reach home...
immediately i go to find her...
go and ask wat happen...
but she tell me tat she also dunno how she fall down...
but the head was hit on the floor...
i'm worry tat it may injury her brain...
so i suggest to go see doctor and take x-ray...
she agree wif me and we go to see doctor after we having our dinner wif my uncle...
luckily the doctor tell me tat my mum is ok...
i really worry...
when i need to went back to penang due to the sem break is finish.....
i just feel like don wan to go back is bcoz....
i'm worry her...
hope she was fine...
i cant lost her....
after finish the sem break...
we just have another 1 week class to attend...
then we have to sit for our final exam....
tis sem is really too rush for me....
hope tat the result wont so bad....
i wish at least gv me 2 A so tat i CGPA wont drop...
i wan 1st class for my diplomma cert....
bcoz 1st class no need pay back for the ptptn....
save money!!!
hopefully can get.... as i knw....
got 1 subject sure get B ad bcoz i'm not preparing well...,
regret!!!!
haiz....
after 5 march.....
yes....
all important sub was finish....
left the stupid moral which i hate the most..
but after 12 march.....
all exam is really finish.....
now i can really enjoying my sem break....
although just 1 week...
but enough for me....
15 march is my 19 birthday...
the last 1 in my age...
next year will be start wif 2 ad...
sad case...
getting older...
1st year not celebrating bday at home(although nvr gt celebrate b4 at home except standard 6)
dunno will how?
how it is fun and enjoying...
19 ad loh...
feel lonely at penang....
feel like want to get a partner....
but i scare...
scare to be a BOY FRIEND...
i scare tat i'm not good enough to be a bf....
i scare tat i will let my gf sad...
i scare tat i will lost my freedom....
i scare tat i will no time to accompany my gf....
i scare tat it will affect my study...
i scare tat i will get hurt....
i scare tat my mum don like....
i scare..... i really scare.....
but i really need sum1 to share my feeling, stress and many many.....
i really need sum1 let me to share my things....
not fren, not bro..
but is lover...
but i scare....
haiz....
